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Tuesday, October 9, 2012
How do I know what I need?
My prayer request this week is:  "Dear God, Help me figure out what I need, so that I can ask for it?"
All week, I have struggled to figure out what I need.  Thursday - I hosted prayer group, took my husband to lunch and then drove him to the airport.  He left for Liberia, Africa and I picked up all the church and ministry responsibilities that he couldn't catch.  Saturday - I changed my plans to go to my friends mom's funeral.  Sunday - I preached at church, helped a friend learn how to use an application on the computer and then hosted my college roommate for dinner.  Monday - I didn't make it to yoga, so I could rest.  Instead, I went to the store to buy a ceramic heater and new insulated drapes and took a walk to call back all my missed calls.  On the way home from my walk, I realized that I had cut out taking care of myself with yoga... to rest and then I didn't rest.
So, Tuesday - I let the kids sleep in.  I helped my daughter complete a difficult math assignment.  I stole extra moments from the morning by skipping the bus and driving the girls to school.  I sat with my son to listen before he got on the bus.  Then I went to yoga.  In the moment when my friend and yoga instructor - Linda - said "gather up your to do list and put it on hearts center." (Check out NewDayYogaandWellness.com) I listened, I breathed, and I asked myself:  "What do I need?"  I realized what I needed was a moment.  Maybe a series of moment without my phone, without my computer, without my kids and husband.  I prayed.  I exhaled my "to do list."  And God took it.  
My cheeks are still rosy.  My thoughts were clearer while on my conference calls and now the writing and work I have to do next will need less editing and improving.  I TOOK A MOMENT.  May I give you permission to TAKE A MOMENT, STOP, AND GIVE YOUR "TO DO LIST" to God. 
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